A Letter To My Love….!!!!!!!

Im empty bcz U r not in me

Hema…!!!

              

U are the only girl,Ive fought with… 

              U are the only girl,Ive played with…

              U are the only girl,Ive talked to so closely….

              U are the only girl,Ive shared my love with…

and Finallyyyy

              U are the only girl,I’d be comfortable with….

        And possibly U will be the only One!!!!!! as my originality wont permit me to take the initiative with other girls and I dont want to sacrifice it for everyone I see bcz I dont care them….

        I know “Every love starts one-sided and ends two-sided”.So my heart says to take the initiative only with ‘U’ and I just did that from my childhood onwards.I believe U are the only girl who likes to talk to me,may be it isn’t true,I dont care,but I just wanted to tell ‘U’ what I feel.

This letter is…..

              —>not a story which describes U…

              —>not a feedback to know what U are….

              —>not a testimonial on what I think about U…

But

               —>Its the truth that tells “I love U”

               —>Its the sacrifice I wanted to make for U bcz Ur everything to me 

               —>Its the kill of my ego to try to reach U 

and finally

               —>Its the assurance “I’ll be there 4 U forever”

{If someone blames me for this

             I have the courage to stay along with ‘U’

If someone asks me “Why U doing this?”

             I have the perfect answer for them.

If someone curses me for what Im doing…

             I have the mettle to sustain them}

                    telling myself “She is still there for me”

If this letter…..

—>makes U believe ,then believe it strongly without any suspicion as what I wrote is true and keep it as my memory all Ur life.

—>makes U laugh for my innocence then show it to Ur friends,Id be happy to see U laughing and myself as a time passer for some days.

—>makes U doubt,then tear it when Ur alone and delete me from Ur memory.

 But one thing I wanted to make it clear with this letter,

      “I just wanted U to allot me just a ‘footpath’ in my world named “UR HEART”.

       

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My Love Story-Part 2

I dont want mine-I want her's

Frnds let me continue my story that I think has ended.But definitely I believe in some corner of my heart I still have hope and It makes me live.As I already told U She just broke me into pieces and I think U may be wondering how and why she did that!!!   Let me tell U

                                                Upto now We were just good frnds(I didnt have that opinion,I expected more frm her),We used to roam on her scooty and go to our relatives house and I believe those days were wonderful.She used to go to her friend’s house priya and  surely she used to call me and I thought “U calling me to come to her house” as I was very shy talking to girls because Ive developed gender feelings at that age itself.So I used to force her to come soon and naturally she used to obey my orders.It was like default.But Im telling U I still regret not talking to Priya because she was beautiful.We used to play a lot and I used to stick to their computer for games.She used to sit beside me like my teacher inducing computer knowledge and thats how I came to know about computer at an early age.But I forgot to tell U about my madness for video games in their house and if there is another reason I used to go to their house it wud surely  be videogames and thats the truth.I used to run to that room to play and she used to come behind me.We used to play together Super Mario and I used to play superbly and complete all stages.She used to look at me with awe and used to praise me for my skill,but to tell the truth they used to unpack that video game set only when I come and just for me.After I leave the same old story no video games.

                                              I liked her complements the most than the praises of my parents for getting first in class.But one thing I dont understand When she came to my house in Kurnool she did not stay like me though she stayed for a week in my town.she used to stay at her  Uncle’s house and I feared to go and see her at that house.She likes my mother for her kindness and gratitude she shows on her.We went to super bazaars and buy things for their house and we talked a lot and after returning home the same old story repeats ie., videogames and not a single work I did in their house,Only eating and playing.Sometimes I used to play cricket in front of their house with her brother’s friends and in this I used to falter bcz Iam not that good at hitting big shots truly saying I had no strength and no good eye-hand coordination.So in cricket I did not get her complements.She was weak in studies and I used to rule in that aspect.We studied together and I tried to show up my study skills trying to teach her some concepts but she rejected that telling she could study by herself and I never tried again.But I  studied some books while she was forced to study by her parents.But naturally in study room also great debates ran between us and unofficially no study and nothing.

                                               Frndzzzz are U interested in my love story and want to hear more then surely U should wait. Please post comments I wud like to hear frm U and want to set right myself.

                                                Byeeeeeeeee for now.  

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My Love Story-She Just Broke Me Into Pieces

My Arrow Didnt Pierce Her Heart

Frnds let me share my love story.Its some sort of a normal one but my love for her is not normal and that is sure.Ok Ok let me continue…..!!!!!!!!!

                                                   Once upon a time there used to b a boy and a girl who were related by blood since their birth.Her name is Hema.She is one year younger than me but to me she is equal with me.She is my maternal Uncle’s Daughter.Naturally cousins hav a deep sense of interest over each other and we also did.I thought that was love and at present I dont know what she has in her mind.She used to live in Hyderabad and I with my parents used to visit Hyd every summer and spend my 1 and a half  month holidays there.We have four houses to visit there but for me its only one and possibly U may hav guessed it right its her house.Of those holidays,I used to spend atleast one month in her house and whenever she knew I was in Hyd she used to call for me enquiring when I wud come to her house.I used to run to see her and she used to wait for me with the same sense of interest I have on her.I felt that one month I used to live with her wud b completed in a few minutes and still I was reluctant to go out of their house.But naturally my Uncle used to say some rubbish reasons to make me go and see others.But she used to defend my right to be with her and possess the warmth in her company.We used to be best frnds.Naturally wherever she went I used to follow and whatever mischief I did she accepted it heartily making me feel that she has me in her heart.But now I understand that it was my childhood and I didnt have enough maturity to know wat was going on really in my heart.I just wanted to b with her and see her and talk to her.Thats it!!!! No thought on wat wud my uncle  feel and nothing.Every summer I used to become a piece of scrap iron and she wud get converted into a magnet and I wud feel happy  getting attracted to her.                                                        

                                                       Frnds It was just a piece of the cake named MY CHIlDHOOD and there is a lot more to tell U.I remember one incident that made me believe she was truly interested in me.Let me tell U…     I was in her house 4 15 days and one day they were to attend a marriage on that day.I dont know them it was in Hyd and they left me in another  house and  to my surprise they came that night for me and  took me to their house on her force.I thought some kind of force was acting  between us but I with my innocence believed that she loved me but later I came to know she just saw me as a cousin and a friend.How did this happen and wat made me believe she isnt interested in me I will tell U tomorrow .FRIENDS let me take leave and remember some incidents happened between us to share with U and let me fill her in my thoughts for a happy sleep tonight.BYeeeeeeeeee Friends.

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Hello FRIENDS…..!

Im going to Kick My Blog

Hi Frnds….

!!!!!!!! This Blog is My PASSION, My SOUL, My CHARACTER, My PERSONALITY and EVERYTHING that can describe Me. Simply Speaking Its MY REFLECTION.I  started writing dis Blog to show the world what Iam and How Iam. So I named My blog as MIRROR BOY. I believe  U wud like it. Frnds I’ll begin posting in a few days and surely U’ll Encounter a different but a typical guy in MY BLOG.

                               You may have read about the Lives of People of the Past. You never know about the Lives of People of our Future. But Just think Y not try to know about a Boy who’s willing to tell U what will go on in his life everyday. If U can spare just 2 minutes everyday to view my posts I assure U’ll be Addicted. I believe Im Expressive and U shud Decide It.

                            Thanx for Reading This…….

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