A Journey in My Dream…

Its still Darker in Here

 

                                                                              Ever since Dreams became a part of My lonely slumber, they held U as the only prisoner in their imaginary dungeons, for U tamed them with great but unreal innocence.After all, Uve exploited My unexcavated weakness with intelligence of age, deceiving My heart’s powerful probing sense by making it to conform an establishment of undiscovered ignorance inside Me. Contrary to the normal way of handling the situation, I started to showcase My patience to experience the effects of this strange attack and monitor them closely to unearth the hidden intentions of the Culprit.

                                                       When I kept the investigation in the back burner and started granting My concern for that visual dream, I was stuck in the viscosity of vagueness of that situation I was dragged into. Though it seemed attractive, My heart always trembled in fear for those would be negative aspects of My Dream’s Obscurity. Though My eyes were humiliated, they quickly started a search for a way out for I was lost in the dense Jungle of Wilderness in My Dream of Darkness. When I was in a standstill, My cowardly body started pressurizing My fearless but lazy mind for action by constantly releasing those alien harmones of anxiety and fear. The notorious darkness as a result of the Jungle’s pervasive density made My mind struggle to make a  Judgement. At this crucial moment, I saw U walking alone in a distance with a firm resolve not to kill the Silence of that Environment. The confidence and consistency in Ur walk seemed as if U were a child of that Jungle. As the surrounding air was fostering fear inside Me, It resulted in a extraordinary hope on U and unknowingly I started following U. Where It takes Me, I dont know but U are My only Hope for Me to experience My Future.

                                                                                             **MirrorBoy**

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Forced Ignorance…

Where am I???

Its been a long time I’ve stopped writing may be that one month is really a long time for a passionate writer like me. So I couldnt hold that momentum for I’m not destined to, I came up with yet another post.

When people began firing at me with their looks, embedded with bullets of doubt and disbelief, based on their pre-established and notorious perceptions on me, I was not amused but overjoyed bcz they were deceived in their thoughts by my changed but normal looks. The causes of my Peculiar behaviour are many but what concerned My mind was the false and negative perspectives of their beliefs. I always believed facts are facts whether they are agreed by many or not and there are also some which can’t be distinguished by truth and falsehood bcz they are those incorporated perceptions in the unknown roots of their minds. My silence became a serious motivational factor to arouse suspicion by default and easily incline them towards natural negativity in that lived life of mine but Ironically, situation from my side surely thwarts them with obscurity bcz that silence was gradually becoming my most valued possession for I acquired it planting those bitters seeds of action with ignorance opposing my curious and involving mind.

Eyes are gradually becoming  my weapons of communication but a matter of confusion to them. As Im becoming more interested and excited in behaving in ignorance, My silence is becoming a rising tide. I know every tide should fall someday but I dont fear for its future. It’s avoiding unnecessary and sometimes necessary discussions but still Im experementing it with whole of My heart. And more important point is that My behaviour is not at all contagious bcz I see people are like they are before and the change Within Me is out of Forced Ignorance.

**MirrorBoy**

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Am I Worthy???

Im Worthy.....

I queried My always lonely, now Empty Heart to analyze and assess the truth behind directing My Life in the path it wished keeping My everything aside and pushing me to fall behind her. My critical mind got the greatest doubt of its life that “Why a boy should fall behind a girl?”. When I dared to keep this questiion before My Powerful but soft and sensitive heart, it laughed at My mind’s ignorance and got vexed up with me following it. But once again, it proved its kindness and opened My Eyes to those truths hidden as secrets in its own world. Astonishingly, it started to investigate My Mind with a simple question “Why does a boy want a girl?”. Without any diverting thought, I said To share his Everything with her, To make her his life, To forget his loneliness in her company. Hearing My answer, it didnt appreciate My Frankness but it stared at My Selfishness with awe for it believed Im Innocent. But I didnt care it for I know a boy has his own right to be selfish for his own life.

Then it replied, If U want all these, then how can U expect them for free??? At first, I didnt understand its motive but finally I got its point. Really, I was bombed by its Intellect and started to listen with natural interest whatever it said. It blocked My Mind and made me its disciple with ease making me realize those great facts of Love.

When a girl starts believing a boy to be her life, she readies herself  for any compromise, any sacrifice and anything for him without any hesitation. Then how can a boy expect her for free without any effort just believing the concept of Arranged Marriage invented by our Society. I dont ask to fall behind her leaving everything but just show her how much U care her, how interested are U in her, how desperately U need her. Help her and share Ur personals with her. Just make her believe that there’s nothing wrong in believing U. Friendsss, Why compromise with her when U have a chance to Rule by winning her Heart. Soooo Just WIN her…..

**MirrorBoy**

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A Dark Room….

Am I looking Lost???

                      I was sleeping with offending thoughts, to tear my body following My mind’s order to forcibly expel that audacious darkness gripping My Conscience all these years with tenacious will. Then in a flash, My outside world went black. My experienced senses understood the electric wire’s reluctance to accept My Room’s persisting glory of possessing light. It showed its unnatural envy by forbidding the enthusiastic flow of passionate electrons responsible for My Home’s Grandeur. I cursed My fate lying on My bed with darkness inside and outside. The sun had already slept forcing me to rely on that scientific invention of Artificiality. Sprinkled light shone in the sky, in the form of stars tried its luck to win a war against My room’s agony but was eventually defeated for it underestimated the strength of that Compressed force. As nature was involved in its own game of silent wars, My active thoughts wandered the whole world, like a piece of paper blown by those reckless but determined winds of curiosity, with the speed of light.

                       I made a choice to close My eyes for their blinking showed them no other world except darkness. My psyche felt bored and started to count My impression of Agony in the Brain, with its ignorance evading it to become aware of a simple truth that stars in the sky cant be counted. My Heart was normal but it made the greatest effort to inject into My Profound Mind, a desire to dig  back My memories of Love, to satisfy it’s own purpose, neglecting its Master’s Responsibility to forget her. But I know, Now My Mind, revered to be the Master of all Organs, reinstated its empire kicking off My Heart from its throne again into those shackles of slavery. Silence ruled that dark prison of 4 walls and a roof  even establishing its authority over My Voice with ease as Im dissolved becoming a mere spectator of My inner wars b/w an Organ supporting Theoretical but Influential Love and an Organ assisting Practical but Dogmatic Ego.

                       As I lay confused and worried, My Room’s Life returned back as that wire laid off its Strike, to wake Me up from My DREAM….!

                                                   **MirrorBoy**

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Boy-Boy Vs Boy-Girl….(1)

Believe My Study.....

People asked Me what have U learnt from Life? feeling My excessive Enthusiasm to share My Thoughts. My lessons jolted out of My Brain, withstanding the attractive force of My Mind’s Gravity, to show up before this sleeping world, with a zeal to bring worldly Fame to their Master. They know they possess that external force that awakens those innocent minds stuck in ignorance, to the facts of their bonded life. They know, they cant change everyone but they believe, they will provoke a thought in every mind which brings a  change atleast in some people. Now U may be enthused like an Electric Wire to know that Lesson and I’ve always promised, I wont let ur mind sleep in Frustration.

My new lesson is about a friendly, pure Relationship. I want to differentiate b/w a ‘ boy-boy ‘ and a ‘ boy-girl ‘ relationship that is truly pure without any inner thoughts of lust. First of all,  I want to keep My Motive before Ur minds so that U need not break Ur heads lingering over My Choice of Selection. I always believed ” A best friend makes much difference than a 100 companions “. So in this context, Ive studied the differences b/w those two relationships. I confine My Scope to friendship and I dont want to drag Love into My Concentrated Study. I dont want to waste any time for those who feel the virtual claws of Society as Real Ones, who believe they should behave like a friend in Darkness and a stranger in light, who fearing those unresistable mouths even try to keep people far from their reach. They just dont realize the satisfaction in following one’s heart but they’ll dance for others’ hearts, losing the purpose and vigour of their life to those Hungry Vultures…

**MirrorBoy**

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Story of An Awakened Ego….(1)

It's My Light....

 

                                  Once there lived something inside me, like a hidden dragon accompanied by sleep all the time, for it was seen by it’s Master as the Greatest Criminal of Human Character and was eventually suppressed, harassed by his cruel eyes, into those unseen worlds inside as dark as a dreamless night. He didnt care it for it was a natural but worthless slave. It didn’t revolt any of his actions for it’s responsibility is to obey his master’s words and his abhorrance. It silently waited for a chance with heavenly  patience to prove itself before its master and open his eyes for its worth stayed unrealized. It believed sternly that someday his master would understand its true nature and love to use it as his weapon to fight against his world’s falsehood greatly believed to be the shade of Practicality. Leaving all the responsibility of realizing the truth o his shoulders, it rolled its mind into a deep sleep of self-imposed silence waking up at times just to feel the resultant agony of those alien circumstances arising due to those nearby but universal forces of its Master’s Life.

                                     Forbidden from laughing at its master, it performed that Art of Greatness, seeing his search of darkness everywhere possessing light inside, with an emotion of tranquility. With the Pride of a Master, he abandoned it when it woke up to show him the right way, feeling a sense of slavery to hear his slave’s words of wisdom. He felt his knowledge of life was Pervasive and his Maturity Eternal, forcing his thoughts to blind his eyes and deafen his ears with molten wax of a Saviour’s Pride. He didnt even dream of his Slave for he lost its sight as he stopped to keep his inner world under his constant Scrutiny. He just wanted to live his life without any help, forgetting the deviousness of Life’s Game with Venomous snakes as Players, for he believed his Heart’s Natural Propoganda to be the Only Truth he Knew…..

 

                                            **MirrorBoy**

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Praise of Ignorance…..

We Lost Ourselves in It...

                                    As Human Beings with Our Attitude and Achievements  tuning our powerful minds to believe that we are the Rulers of this Real World, we dont understand Victory is not Winning every Battle but Winning the War. And Im sure we’ll lose this War and we’ll stand before every Living Species bowing our heads to their Intellect of not making things Complex and leaving our Mother Nature Intact for it has the Right to Live with its Originality. One Day, we will be praising their Natural Greed as we dig our own Grave possessing it in Excess. We’ll be astonished at their Laziness and Ignorance to Realize the power of their minds. I know even at that very moment, our feeling of Superiority stops us from shouting the Truth of our Destruction fearing the Death of our Worthless Egos.

                                    We go searching for those unknown worlds with forced Curiosity daring to neglect our own world of prosperity in the name of Advancing Science and Technology. We didnt keep up our Promise we’ve made to God on protecting our Mother Earth with our Intelligence and now we’re blaming Him for all the Tragedies of Time in the name of that Unknown Fate of Humanity believed to be written by Him to take Pleasure in our Agony. Trying to reach that Self-imagined Destiny , we are Paving ways to Kill ourselves falling behind the thoughts of those Past Minds praising their Imaginative Theories but unknowingly Making them the Weapons of Mass Destruction. We are Boasting on the Praise of our Ignorance and Continuing to Dream in our own reckless way and showing ourselves as examples for our Future Generations as Mark of Success and Achievement. But as Human Beings we should understand that we cant waste our lives for this worthless Praise of Ignorance.

                             Just Think About It…..

                

                                                      **MirrorBoy**

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Teachings of Life…… (1)

It Taught Me Forcibly....

When I ordered My Mind to stop looking into the Future and dig My Past, I felt ashamed of being an Age Old Philosopher of this 21st Century believing in those ‘ teachings of belief ‘ on People. I was so foolish and crazy about My own Assumptions of Life and about People of My Present. My own formula of Character didnt solve any of My Problems but raised their complexity to the extremes making My Brain’s Network of Nerve Cells crumble in Confusion and Disbelief  roasting them in the fire oiled by My Useless Thoughts on those Alien Problems. Their courage and passion to Save Me and their feeling of Bondage with My Soul made them to Strive for Revitalizing My Life and drag Me out of that deep Abyss of Blinding Ignorance. When U expect Frankness in My Word then I will bravely agree Im the Greatest Failure in Judging People, in Judging their Character, in Judging their Venomous bite of Virtual Praises.

If U ask Me “Can U Shout It Loud”?  I’ll show U how its done bcz God braved  to gift Me Bravery of Psyche but neglected Me in Bravery of Physic. I know all these failures are Bitter fruits of My Neglected Optimism. I thought of Blaming Myself a 100 times before even a thought of Blaming others for I know My Mind cheats Me Everytime I believed it. So I took the Test of  Time with Patience but if U begin to become aware of every Incident just an Exploitation of Ur Resources with a Devious Play by those Ignorant blooming Buds to Life’s Eyes, how can I Cheat Myself closing My Eyes to those Paining Truths advocating to My Soul ” Life is Testing Ur Patience ” standing before it Ashamed Everytime…..

**MirrorBoy**

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