Thanksss… for Someone Special

This is My Way....

I wonder how things turn around in our lives without any hint (or) clue, with only intention to defeat out thoughts and beliefs and leave us discouraged. When I started bonding my inner agony with my blog, I saw only her in My Heart and in My Blog. But circumstances of My life made me believe that My beliefs arent forever and they should be changed. For the first time, My over-feeling Heart successfully negotiated with My Egoistic but Straight-Forward Mind  to allot a place for someone else  so special other than her. After I learnt with experiences that flirting is also a form of cheating and forced myself to forget flirtingm, this is the first time Im praising a girl with no intention to attract, with no intention to decieve but just to reveal the Truth in My Heart. If U ask me “Why U wont show it directly?”, I’ll close Ur mouths by saying “My feelings are in My Words for Im not that great in winning people directly”. I promised My irresponsible Heart to be frank and true and Im keeping up My Oath even neglecting many negative outcomes.

When I asked her a chance to prove MY Honesty, she rejected My offer with natural politeness and an innocent smile, citing those same old reasons of fear, those reasons from which I learnt great lessons about girls. I didnt show even the slightest of My Dismay for I dont want to hurt her and lose her, rubbing My Self-Imposed Philosophy of “not to fear anyone when we aren’t doing wrong” on her soft heart. She’s sooo special to me and I just wanted to respect even her lack of audacity to do things her way and her feminine maturity in this society’s perspective. She brought back My lost interest and passion to strive for fame but I still believe this fame is Virtual and not My Life. I dont misunderstand her by thinking that she did this only for me bcz I know its the naturality of her Character to help and care people and Im just one of them. I dont fear of becoming notorious for my selfishness, but I couldnt stop myself from writing this post at midnight in the wake of Expressing My Heart-Felt Thankssss….

**MirrorBoy**

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What can I do except Thanking U……

I say It with My Heart

                                Friends, We express out deep felt concern for those who cared us when we were in distress harassed by Life for our fate not written in Golden Letters. Some help us expecting something in return now or later. These are the ones who fit into those who believe  ” A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed “. And some help us with an open heart expecting nothing from us anytime.May be they are few, they influence people the most. They’ll hold our hearts with their concern but never use us as their resourced of their Life. But frnds if U stop investigating U would be left cheated bcz  I truly believe there is one more kind that helps us, with hatred, wihout  heart’s  consent. I dont ask U to break Ur heads thinking on My Belief bcz Im ready to answer Ur doubts to allow Ur brains to live free of thought. Ive experienced this kind in My Own Life, taken form of a Natural Human with divine power to tame My Superficial Ego influencing My very Mind controlling the Kingdom of My Heart with such ease.

                                 Sharp Minds and Feeling Hearts would have already understood My Prime Focus. She is none other than My Love who evaded Me from falling behind another girl rewriting My Fate of becoming a Slave of My Young Age, the Other Way. She prisoned My Mind and didnt let My thoughts wander like torn pieces of waste paper. She made herself without her knowledge My Focus of Life. This helped Me to forcibly drag My drowsy Soul into a new world of pain as sweet as My Mother’s Love. May be, Physically and Mentally She hates Me, I want to thank her for her impact on My Life that made me perceive My Destiny, that taught Me the Laws of Life and that made Me feel Happiness in being Hated…..

                               Thanks My Love and this is What I can do……

                                                      **MirrorBoy**

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I Want U – Only U…

Just Felt It.....

     

       When Darkness Engulfs those Innocent Minds Of People, they Lie,

                But I Pity those who wont Realize their Slavery Even before they Die.

       To Reach for the Sky is All They Desire,

                They Just Live Dreaming Without Kindling the Inner Fire.

 

                                 I let My Innocent Heart repeat  “I Want U – Only U” . Life is Challenging My Desire Trying to Distract Me with Worldly Pleasures without U. It is Underestimating My Zeal to Search for Every Pleasure in U. I know it doesnt Win bcz They are False and Empty. It cant Share the Enormity of My Love and the Passion of My Heart to Possess U.

                                I Fight all My Illusions and Distracting Desires to Make True the Only Truth that My Destiny Is ‘U’. Even If all this doesnt Happen and I Lose My War, My Heart still repeats  “I Want U – Only U”   until its Unable to Feel the  Touch  Of  Life. 

                                                       **MirrorBoy**

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Why Dont U Love Me..??

     

Am I not Worthy Of It???

 

 –> I thought Giving Love is Enough for Getting Love,

              But Baby as I see U ur Still Above.

        Deep in My Heart I Sensed U are Unhappy,

              What to Do Im thinking Narrow bcz Im Crazy.

 

–>  Tell Me Why dont U Love Me Baby??

              Though Im ready to Forego Anything for U.

         If I dont Sense U in every thought of Mine, Im Dead,

              But Baby U cant Escape Im gonna Live Forever.

 

 –> Tell Me Why dont U Love Me Baby??

             Though U feel My Immortal Love Everywhere.

        U think I dont have a Great Build or Am Not Smart,

             But Baby Just Remember they Aren’t Forever.

 

 –>  Tell Me Why dont U Love Me Baby??

             Though U Still Feel Me as Ur Good Friend.

         U think My Love is  some Shit Im Sure,

            But I’ll give up My Life to Prove Its Really Pure.

 

                                                     **MirrorBoy**

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Prisoner of Love……

 

I dint Find Any Other Way...

 

 

–> Excuse Me for Locking U up in My Heart

                  but U r my Convict and U r my Prisoner….

       My Love for U just Tore Me Apart

                  bcz I couldnt Sustain Its so Eternal.

–>All the Love U feel,I know its Just Mine

                  Only If U realize,I’ll be on Cloud Nine…

      I would remain Single My Entire Life

                  bcz No Love is left to Share wid Anyone Else.

–>Four Rooms are there for My Prisoner of Love

                 Every Moment I touch her wid the Warmth of Red Wine…

      I have no Guts to tell her that She’s Divine

                But I wish Silently that someday She would be Mine.

*When Im bored

             I roam the Streets in Search of  ‘U’ tryin to find U in Everyone I see….

*When Im alone 

             I lose Myself in the memories of our Childhood tryin to Picture U in                               Every Thought….

 *When U try different Ways to Escape from My Soft Prison, I pump more and               more Oxygen to Enthuse U to try Harder…

    But I silently Sustain the Great Pain I feel when U try to Break Its Walls  bcz               to make U Mine Its Nothing More than a Drop In The Ocean.

                                                     **MirrorBoy**

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Hope……

 

Im with It All the Time....

 

 

*Hope is My Weapon in this War for Ur Love….

*Hope is the Candle that Lights up My Life with Ur Love….

*Hope is My Trust and My Trust is My Truth that I Love U….

*Hope is the Force that Transformed My Love into My Destiny….

*Hope is the Messenger b/w us Making Me believe that Someday I will Win….

                 Though I cant take U to the Sea 

                                        I’ll make My Emotions Hit U like its Waves.

                 Though I cant Show U the Entire World 

                                       I’ll maku U My World.

                Though I cant make U Laugh too Much

                                     I’ll never allow Ur Tears touch the Earth.

       May be Im not that Romantic but once U feel My Love

                                    U’ll never forget the Romance in it.

      May be I wont have Ur Love but Still I would be 

                                Satisfied seeing U Happy wid anyone U live.

Idiots only Love Girls….

          All the Male Intelligence Flirts with Girls…

     But Im Proud of being called an Idiot bcz Only an Idiot Rules a 

                Girl’s Heart bcz    ‘ HE   WINS   IT ‘

                  

                                                                                                          **MirrorBoy**

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Just Know….

 

Dont Want It Physical....

          

 

                        I  did’nt  Love  Ur  Body  or  Ur  Beauty

–> I loved that little girl’s heart who cared for me when I was in Search of a Company in My Childhood.

–> I loved that Cute girl who desperately tried to give whatever she had to make Me Happy.

–>I loved that Sweet girl who showed Me many things that made me happy when I was living Blind and Satisfied with My Studies.

However U may be to Others… 

      To My Eyes U r the most Beautiful Girl….

             U r my Priceless Possession…..

             U r my Needless Addiction…..

             U r my Endless Invasion….

             U r my Silent Persuasion…

             U r my Deathless Passion….

             U r my Sudden Propulsion….

       and Finally 

             U r my Ultimate Destination.

If I get a chance to go to Heaven Dying…..

          I wont take it bcz I dont want to lose that Eternal Happiness 

                          In  LOVING  U  FOREVER…….

      Every One Love Being Loved

But I Love ‘My Love’ Loving Being Loved.

                                                                                                   ***MirrorBoy***

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The Day SHE Cried….(But My Heart Didnt BREAK)

I Made Her CRY But This I Didnt DO

                                                   Friendsss Every life and relationship doesnt only have happiness, but there will be some sad moments also.We also gave place for those Moments.But If those sad moments are because of ME…What wud u Say???? Yes Im frank..those sad moments I still remember and they are moving infront of my eyes making me feel for wat  I have done.What were those sad moments??? She cried 2 times but she did bcz of me NOT FOR ME. I believe that I still believe I can make her cry for me…! Really when she cried I didnt feel bcz I new nothing and now I dont want to feel for that bcz its over.I dont even know she still remembers those incidents or not…….

                                                   Let Me Share my Feelings…   Friends I saw her crying many times but that day she cried bcz of me.It was Summer and I dont remember my age then.Iam there to spend my school vacation and naturally their house was my destination and Im living there. A cousin, Deepak from my aunt,s was also there.He was also enjoying his vacation.Naturally as we were kids ,we play many games and I also used to play some besides those video games. Iam also a human being and i got bored of that world and so we thought to play hide and seek in the evng. In these kind of games SHE is very excited and that feature in her became the cause for this post.Her brother also played that day.It was a big team and I thought it would be very exciting and It was…We started playing in the house and I didnt leave even a scrap in the house in search of my hiding place and I found out many but of no use.I felt happy that Im better than in her searching for good places to hide. When its my turn to search for people, frankly speaking I made great efforts to find her first and my mind was set for that task. I succeeded in most of  most of the cases .But I didnt realize that it was a mistake Im making…..

                                                   We all know elders dont like noise in the house and my Aunt is no different from that.That day she kept on telling not to make noise in the house but as kids we follow our own decisions and we didnt care. “She went a step forward in this issue”.When it was her turn to search, she used to find out each person and shout shout shout and every time she shouted like dat. I used to take the role of a radio in which aunt’s words are recorded not to make noise.She was stubborn or she didnt listen i dont know, but she didnt care my words.And naturally climax for the whole event came.Noise became so unbearable that my aunt’s patience couldnt hold her and she started shouting at Me that im making her shout and Play.May Be Its right to some extent,but I was hurt by those words. I immediately went to her and slapped her to show my anger. Unknowingly She burst into tears and I thought she wouldnt talk to me for days.At that moment,I was afraid that my Uncle wud kill me for my animal like behaviour but I didnt feel for she is crying… To My surprise she started talking to Me after 2 hrs and that night she saved me from My Uncle with the tricks she had in store….

                                                Frndsss Really that day I wont forget because things that made Us sad cannot be forgotten and Im no different to Other Common People….

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