Boy-Boy Vs Boy-Girl….(1)

Believe My Study.....

People asked Me what have U learnt from Life? feeling My excessive Enthusiasm to share My Thoughts. My lessons jolted out of My Brain, withstanding the attractive force of My Mind’s Gravity, to show up before this sleeping world, with a zeal to bring worldly Fame to their Master. They know they possess that external force that awakens those innocent minds stuck in ignorance, to the facts of their bonded life. They know, they cant change everyone but they believe, they will provoke a thought in every mind which brings a  change atleast in some people. Now U may be enthused like an Electric Wire to know that Lesson and I’ve always promised, I wont let ur mind sleep in Frustration.

My new lesson is about a friendly, pure Relationship. I want to differentiate b/w a ‘ boy-boy ‘ and a ‘ boy-girl ‘ relationship that is truly pure without any inner thoughts of lust. First of all,  I want to keep My Motive before Ur minds so that U need not break Ur heads lingering over My Choice of Selection. I always believed ” A best friend makes much difference than a 100 companions “. So in this context, Ive studied the differences b/w those two relationships. I confine My Scope to friendship and I dont want to drag Love into My Concentrated Study. I dont want to waste any time for those who feel the virtual claws of Society as Real Ones, who believe they should behave like a friend in Darkness and a stranger in light, who fearing those unresistable mouths even try to keep people far from their reach. They just dont realize the satisfaction in following one’s heart but they’ll dance for others’ hearts, losing the purpose and vigour of their life to those Hungry Vultures…

**MirrorBoy**

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Story of An Awakened Ego….(1)

It's My Light....

 

                                  Once there lived something inside me, like a hidden dragon accompanied by sleep all the time, for it was seen by it’s Master as the Greatest Criminal of Human Character and was eventually suppressed, harassed by his cruel eyes, into those unseen worlds inside as dark as a dreamless night. He didnt care it for it was a natural but worthless slave. It didn’t revolt any of his actions for it’s responsibility is to obey his master’s words and his abhorrance. It silently waited for a chance with heavenly  patience to prove itself before its master and open his eyes for its worth stayed unrealized. It believed sternly that someday his master would understand its true nature and love to use it as his weapon to fight against his world’s falsehood greatly believed to be the shade of Practicality. Leaving all the responsibility of realizing the truth o his shoulders, it rolled its mind into a deep sleep of self-imposed silence waking up at times just to feel the resultant agony of those alien circumstances arising due to those nearby but universal forces of its Master’s Life.

                                     Forbidden from laughing at its master, it performed that Art of Greatness, seeing his search of darkness everywhere possessing light inside, with an emotion of tranquility. With the Pride of a Master, he abandoned it when it woke up to show him the right way, feeling a sense of slavery to hear his slave’s words of wisdom. He felt his knowledge of life was Pervasive and his Maturity Eternal, forcing his thoughts to blind his eyes and deafen his ears with molten wax of a Saviour’s Pride. He didnt even dream of his Slave for he lost its sight as he stopped to keep his inner world under his constant Scrutiny. He just wanted to live his life without any help, forgetting the deviousness of Life’s Game with Venomous snakes as Players, for he believed his Heart’s Natural Propoganda to be the Only Truth he Knew…..

 

                                            **MirrorBoy**

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Praise of Ignorance…..

We Lost Ourselves in It...

                                    As Human Beings with Our Attitude and Achievements  tuning our powerful minds to believe that we are the Rulers of this Real World, we dont understand Victory is not Winning every Battle but Winning the War. And Im sure we’ll lose this War and we’ll stand before every Living Species bowing our heads to their Intellect of not making things Complex and leaving our Mother Nature Intact for it has the Right to Live with its Originality. One Day, we will be praising their Natural Greed as we dig our own Grave possessing it in Excess. We’ll be astonished at their Laziness and Ignorance to Realize the power of their minds. I know even at that very moment, our feeling of Superiority stops us from shouting the Truth of our Destruction fearing the Death of our Worthless Egos.

                                    We go searching for those unknown worlds with forced Curiosity daring to neglect our own world of prosperity in the name of Advancing Science and Technology. We didnt keep up our Promise we’ve made to God on protecting our Mother Earth with our Intelligence and now we’re blaming Him for all the Tragedies of Time in the name of that Unknown Fate of Humanity believed to be written by Him to take Pleasure in our Agony. Trying to reach that Self-imagined Destiny , we are Paving ways to Kill ourselves falling behind the thoughts of those Past Minds praising their Imaginative Theories but unknowingly Making them the Weapons of Mass Destruction. We are Boasting on the Praise of our Ignorance and Continuing to Dream in our own reckless way and showing ourselves as examples for our Future Generations as Mark of Success and Achievement. But as Human Beings we should understand that we cant waste our lives for this worthless Praise of Ignorance.

                             Just Think About It…..

                

                                                      **MirrorBoy**

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Teachings of Life…… (1)

It Taught Me Forcibly....

When I ordered My Mind to stop looking into the Future and dig My Past, I felt ashamed of being an Age Old Philosopher of this 21st Century believing in those ‘ teachings of belief ‘ on People. I was so foolish and crazy about My own Assumptions of Life and about People of My Present. My own formula of Character didnt solve any of My Problems but raised their complexity to the extremes making My Brain’s Network of Nerve Cells crumble in Confusion and Disbelief  roasting them in the fire oiled by My Useless Thoughts on those Alien Problems. Their courage and passion to Save Me and their feeling of Bondage with My Soul made them to Strive for Revitalizing My Life and drag Me out of that deep Abyss of Blinding Ignorance. When U expect Frankness in My Word then I will bravely agree Im the Greatest Failure in Judging People, in Judging their Character, in Judging their Venomous bite of Virtual Praises.

If U ask Me “Can U Shout It Loud”?  I’ll show U how its done bcz God braved  to gift Me Bravery of Psyche but neglected Me in Bravery of Physic. I know all these failures are Bitter fruits of My Neglected Optimism. I thought of Blaming Myself a 100 times before even a thought of Blaming others for I know My Mind cheats Me Everytime I believed it. So I took the Test of  Time with Patience but if U begin to become aware of every Incident just an Exploitation of Ur Resources with a Devious Play by those Ignorant blooming Buds to Life’s Eyes, how can I Cheat Myself closing My Eyes to those Paining Truths advocating to My Soul ” Life is Testing Ur Patience ” standing before it Ashamed Everytime…..

**MirrorBoy**

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My QUOTES

I Weigh My Life

• Live a Dog’s Life ‘ For Others ‘ rather than a King’s Life ‘ On Others ‘

• Paint Ur Life  Like U Imagine with Ur Own Colours.

• I’ll Love to be Called Brave in My Presence Now than a Coward in My Absence Later.

• When U praise someone who is Unworthy, It’s Cheating Him. When U praise someone with Abhorance Inside, It’s Cheating Urself.

• The Greatest Success of a Person is not Shouting His Victory but Making people Search for Light in Ur Silence.

• I’ll Sacrifice Everything Except My Imagination bcz It Knows No Boundaries.

**MirrorBoy**

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What can I do except Thanking U……

I say It with My Heart

                                Friends, We express out deep felt concern for those who cared us when we were in distress harassed by Life for our fate not written in Golden Letters. Some help us expecting something in return now or later. These are the ones who fit into those who believe  ” A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed “. And some help us with an open heart expecting nothing from us anytime.May be they are few, they influence people the most. They’ll hold our hearts with their concern but never use us as their resourced of their Life. But frnds if U stop investigating U would be left cheated bcz  I truly believe there is one more kind that helps us, with hatred, wihout  heart’s  consent. I dont ask U to break Ur heads thinking on My Belief bcz Im ready to answer Ur doubts to allow Ur brains to live free of thought. Ive experienced this kind in My Own Life, taken form of a Natural Human with divine power to tame My Superficial Ego influencing My very Mind controlling the Kingdom of My Heart with such ease.

                                 Sharp Minds and Feeling Hearts would have already understood My Prime Focus. She is none other than My Love who evaded Me from falling behind another girl rewriting My Fate of becoming a Slave of My Young Age, the Other Way. She prisoned My Mind and didnt let My thoughts wander like torn pieces of waste paper. She made herself without her knowledge My Focus of Life. This helped Me to forcibly drag My drowsy Soul into a new world of pain as sweet as My Mother’s Love. May be, Physically and Mentally She hates Me, I want to thank her for her impact on My Life that made me perceive My Destiny, that taught Me the Laws of Life and that made Me feel Happiness in being Hated…..

                               Thanks My Love and this is What I can do……

                                                      **MirrorBoy**

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EGO: What is It???

Im PROUD to Show It to This World...

INTRODUCTORY POEM

                        Hating Ignorance, I grew Older,

                                               Gaining Confidence, I grew Bolder.

                        When I asked, ” How to Go “?

                                                It Shouted, ” Im Ur Gifted EGO “.

 

                        I Tried to Play their Game,

                                               It Harassed Me “Are U a Lame”?

                        I Felt Happy Praising their Fame,

                                               To Kill Me, from Hell It Came.

                        In Bad Company, I Became an Actor,

                                                It Taught Me The Greatness of Character.

                         I Lost Myself, Loving a Lovely Girl, 

                                                It Waged  a War to Get Back My Control.

    

                         Learning Life, I  grew  Older,

                                                Like a Knife,  I  grew  Bolder.

                         When I asked ” How to Go “?

                                                 It Shouted, ” Im Ur Gifted EGO “.

                        

                                                  **MirrorBoy**

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My Ego: Best Friend and Worst Enemy

U Should Show It Ur Way...

                                    When I began investing time to circle My Ego trying to escape its attracting looks losing contact with its Dark Eyes, I understood what’s there with it and what’s there without it. I knowk, To feel the importance of something, to Go Away from it. To know the Character of something Live with it. I dared to do both bcz My Character favors learning a Lesson not by seeing others but by seeing others but by My Own hard-earned experience. May be it takes a lot of time, May be it’s Positive or Negative, May be I incur a Great Loss, I Dont Care bcz I live on Myself not on others’ selves. Im not saying I dont live for others but Im Stressing..I dont live on Others bcz I possess My own material for use to Paint My Life like I Imagine , To Write My Life like I Wish, To Live My Life on what I Believe. Truly, U dont understand what is living on Oneself bcz Many live under the influence of others but only a few possess that Defensive Character to counter any kind of influence on Engulfing them.

                                        I try harder and harder to be listed among those few and while I was searching for ways and weapons to satisfy My relentless tries , I found a weapon named ” EGO “, a Voiceless, Faceless, Characterless companion of One’s Self lying deep inside , asleep, waiting to be awakened by its Master when he feels Life is’nt giving him what he wants. I know it doesnt have a shape and it doesnt possess Life, But It exerts so much pressure from the inside that Many cant control themselves from following its Words of Rudeness but words that Stimulate their Inner Self. What to Listen, What not to Listen will be decided by that Person Only.

                                        EGO is both a Friend and an Enemy. It Tranforms itself into the required form based on our Intellect to Tame this Slave for our Purpose.

                                        So Friends Start Taming Ur Egos ……..

                                                       **MirrorBoy**

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