A True Promise…..

I'll Keep It Up.....

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In My year of Ignorance, I saw Ur charming Face,

In My year of Loneliness, I heard Ur sweet Voice,

In My year of Experience, I felt Ur friendly Influence,

In My year of Departure, I’ll strengthen Our worthy Confluence.

I promised her My Everything, She didnt Care.

I was left with Nothing, U proved U r Rare.

I wont Misunderstand  Ur Life’s Philosophy,

But I’ll Respect Ur Character’s Naturality.

To wipe Ur Tears, I’ll Bear Ur Pain,

Like Mine, Ur Life shouldnt go in Vain.

I wont let Anything Ever Hurt U,

Rubbing My Principles, I wont Lose U.

When U want to Fly like a Bird,

I’ll even Force Myself into a Herd.

Even when Ur Life comes to an End,

I’ll be there Beside U, My Friend.

**MirrorBoy**

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Thanksss… for Someone Special

This is My Way....

I wonder how things turn around in our lives without any hint (or) clue, with only intention to defeat out thoughts and beliefs and leave us discouraged. When I started bonding my inner agony with my blog, I saw only her in My Heart and in My Blog. But circumstances of My life made me believe that My beliefs arent forever and they should be changed. For the first time, My over-feeling Heart successfully negotiated with My Egoistic but Straight-Forward Mind  to allot a place for someone else  so special other than her. After I learnt with experiences that flirting is also a form of cheating and forced myself to forget flirtingm, this is the first time Im praising a girl with no intention to attract, with no intention to decieve but just to reveal the Truth in My Heart. If U ask me “Why U wont show it directly?”, I’ll close Ur mouths by saying “My feelings are in My Words for Im not that great in winning people directly”. I promised My irresponsible Heart to be frank and true and Im keeping up My Oath even neglecting many negative outcomes.

When I asked her a chance to prove MY Honesty, she rejected My offer with natural politeness and an innocent smile, citing those same old reasons of fear, those reasons from which I learnt great lessons about girls. I didnt show even the slightest of My Dismay for I dont want to hurt her and lose her, rubbing My Self-Imposed Philosophy of “not to fear anyone when we aren’t doing wrong” on her soft heart. She’s sooo special to me and I just wanted to respect even her lack of audacity to do things her way and her feminine maturity in this society’s perspective. She brought back My lost interest and passion to strive for fame but I still believe this fame is Virtual and not My Life. I dont misunderstand her by thinking that she did this only for me bcz I know its the naturality of her Character to help and care people and Im just one of them. I dont fear of becoming notorious for my selfishness, but I couldnt stop myself from writing this post at midnight in the wake of Expressing My Heart-Felt Thankssss….

**MirrorBoy**

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Am I Worthy???

Im Worthy.....

I queried My always lonely, now Empty Heart to analyze and assess the truth behind directing My Life in the path it wished keeping My everything aside and pushing me to fall behind her. My critical mind got the greatest doubt of its life that “Why a boy should fall behind a girl?”. When I dared to keep this questiion before My Powerful but soft and sensitive heart, it laughed at My mind’s ignorance and got vexed up with me following it. But once again, it proved its kindness and opened My Eyes to those truths hidden as secrets in its own world. Astonishingly, it started to investigate My Mind with a simple question “Why does a boy want a girl?”. Without any diverting thought, I said To share his Everything with her, To make her his life, To forget his loneliness in her company. Hearing My answer, it didnt appreciate My Frankness but it stared at My Selfishness with awe for it believed Im Innocent. But I didnt care it for I know a boy has his own right to be selfish for his own life.

Then it replied, If U want all these, then how can U expect them for free??? At first, I didnt understand its motive but finally I got its point. Really, I was bombed by its Intellect and started to listen with natural interest whatever it said. It blocked My Mind and made me its disciple with ease making me realize those great facts of Love.

When a girl starts believing a boy to be her life, she readies herself  for any compromise, any sacrifice and anything for him without any hesitation. Then how can a boy expect her for free without any effort just believing the concept of Arranged Marriage invented by our Society. I dont ask to fall behind her leaving everything but just show her how much U care her, how interested are U in her, how desperately U need her. Help her and share Ur personals with her. Just make her believe that there’s nothing wrong in believing U. Friendsss, Why compromise with her when U have a chance to Rule by winning her Heart. Soooo Just WIN her…..

**MirrorBoy**

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A Dark Room….

Am I looking Lost???

                      I was sleeping with offending thoughts, to tear my body following My mind’s order to forcibly expel that audacious darkness gripping My Conscience all these years with tenacious will. Then in a flash, My outside world went black. My experienced senses understood the electric wire’s reluctance to accept My Room’s persisting glory of possessing light. It showed its unnatural envy by forbidding the enthusiastic flow of passionate electrons responsible for My Home’s Grandeur. I cursed My fate lying on My bed with darkness inside and outside. The sun had already slept forcing me to rely on that scientific invention of Artificiality. Sprinkled light shone in the sky, in the form of stars tried its luck to win a war against My room’s agony but was eventually defeated for it underestimated the strength of that Compressed force. As nature was involved in its own game of silent wars, My active thoughts wandered the whole world, like a piece of paper blown by those reckless but determined winds of curiosity, with the speed of light.

                       I made a choice to close My eyes for their blinking showed them no other world except darkness. My psyche felt bored and started to count My impression of Agony in the Brain, with its ignorance evading it to become aware of a simple truth that stars in the sky cant be counted. My Heart was normal but it made the greatest effort to inject into My Profound Mind, a desire to dig  back My memories of Love, to satisfy it’s own purpose, neglecting its Master’s Responsibility to forget her. But I know, Now My Mind, revered to be the Master of all Organs, reinstated its empire kicking off My Heart from its throne again into those shackles of slavery. Silence ruled that dark prison of 4 walls and a roof  even establishing its authority over My Voice with ease as Im dissolved becoming a mere spectator of My inner wars b/w an Organ supporting Theoretical but Influential Love and an Organ assisting Practical but Dogmatic Ego.

                       As I lay confused and worried, My Room’s Life returned back as that wire laid off its Strike, to wake Me up from My DREAM….!

                                                   **MirrorBoy**

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